Wedding overload

             BRING ON THE STRESS

I Have been With my fiance for 8 years, We met online and moved in after dating for about 3 weeks.

after 3 months we knew we were meant to be together. 

and Now with many ups and downs 8 years later we are finally planning our wedding. 

Purple and Green with Diamonds. I LOVE sparkle and thankfully Brad has let me do what I want. 

As excited as I am there is a little ball of stress in the pit of my stomach and as each day comes closer and things start to fall in place it gets bigger and bigger. 

I suffer from anxiety and Being the center of attention is something I am dreading. Everyone looking at me is going to make me feel awkward , this is What I am dreading on My wedding day. 

My Mom says "get a grip" people keep telling me It will be good stop stressing yada yada 

Honestly I am enjoying the planning part, making things for the reception. Its just the BIG DAY!!

Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!